It snowed here today…about 5 inches. It’s beautiful outside. Not too cold. Autumn and Kai always want to build a snowman. So I thought today would be the perfect day. I got Kai dressed and by the time that I got Autumn dressed, Kai decided to take all of his snow gear off. By this time Autumn was having a meltdown because her snowpants were bothering her. I tried so hard to get both of them outside to have fun. I went ahead and went outside thinking that if they saw me having fun in the snow, they would follow. Instead Autumn started screaming how mean I was. Upon hearing her scream “Meanie meanie bobeanie soseanie!”, Kai soon followed suit. Often times it is so hard to get them ready and out of the house that I just give up and stay in. This is really difficult for me because I’m not a homebody. I love to be out and about. I’m learning to adjust and cope, but there are times I wish life was just normal. Then again, what is normal?